Im the kind of person that has never wanted to get hurt and so I build these walls up to defend my self. To protect me from heartbreak. Of course this is all involved with relationships. It's always about relationships. Whether it be your best friends, your boyfriend, your parents, (etc.) You get my drift. We are all prone to getting hurt in all of our relations...
and thats a scary thought
I have always had that felling that I was
going to get hurt by a guy.
especially with those guys that you know
are bad news.
They're out there and when you feel like
it's getting to the point when they're going
to hurt you, you build up the walls so as not
to have heartbreak.
I think that people now days just want to feel
love
and so they build walls but
so many times they let them
FALL DOWN, all so that they can feel something.
Its sad really.
But when love is real, you're not afraid.
I mean real as in it's genuine.
<GENUINE LOVE>
It's real and does exist.
Don't think that for a second that love is easy.
No part of it is easy.
If it were, more people would have it.
Most people try so hard because they're looking for something or someone to fill that space in their hearts and lives that longs to have someone next to them.
People have needs, we were created for relations, fellowship, in essence just to be with others.
Love with man can not fill that void.
But I know who can.
He devours the wicked.
He slays the evil.
He reigns.
He is a King.
THE KING of KINGS.
The Alpha and the Omega.
He is to be feared.
He is all knowing.
He can devour you in the blink of an eye.
He is not to be trifled with.
He is scary.
But His love, well it's like the wind.
You can't see it, but you can feel it.
My life is a reflection of his sovereign hand an the blessings that have been abundant because of his love for me.
If you haven't been successful with your love with people. Look to the ONE who can actually more than love. He can give you eternity.
Love is more than just letting those walls come down.
Love is patient
Love is kind
It does not envy
It does not boast
It is not arrogant
It is not rude
It does insist on its own way
It is not irritable
It is not resentful
It does not rejoice at wrongdoing
It rejoices with the truth
Love bears all things
Love believes all things
Love hopes all things
Love endures all things
LOVE NEVER FAILS
Trust and wait in the Lord and he will renew your strength.

'The Grass withers and the flowers fade, but the word of the Lord stands forever'
Isaiah 50:8
...shine on