How could you lie to my face?
How could you tell me that you went to spend the rest of your life with me and then say you aren't sure if you want to be with me.
Why are you so afraid?
Why do you continue to hold back when you know that nothing good comes from it?
How could you do this again?
How could you be so two faced?
How could you break your promises?
You have left me no choice but to walk away...forever.
I want NOTHING to do with you.
How could you hurt me not once, but twice? How could you honestly do that?
Your indecision and lack of confidence in what you yourself have told me makes you someone that i can never trust or be friends with.
You have hurt me beyond belief and I hope you know that when I walked away, it wasn't just from the situation in that moment, i walked away from you forever.
I walked away and haven't looked back... And I'm not going to.
I'm confident in my decision and I choose to wait for someone who will say that they care for me, and then proves it in their actions.
When all is stripped away all you have is your word and that needs to be followed by actions.
....And it wasn't in your case.
But I do have you to thank you Thomy...
Thank you that I don't have to question you anymore.
Thank you that I don't have to try so hard anymore.
Thank you that I don't have to worry anymore.
Thank you that i don't have to be afraid that you're going to walk away at any moment.
Thank you because I now know everything that I want and don't want in a relationship.
Thank you for hurting me twice so now I can never go back.
Thank you for relieving me of so much stress.
Thank you for confirming what people have told me.
Thank you for not wasting any more of my time.
Thank you for not being a factor in my future that I have to worry about.
Thank you for a chance to start fresh and brand new.
Thank you for teaching me that people will fail you.
Thank you because when that special someone comes around I will know if he truly loves me because he will prove it and he will give me no reason to doubt, but instead every reason to trust him in his words AND his actions.
Thank you for making me even stronger.
Thank you for reminding me that God is always there for me.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
You know.... The second time around doesn't hurt as bad...lucky me.
I am sorry for you.
I truly am. You are so afraid that I'm scared that you will never make yourself happy.
You have lost any and all opportunity with me.
I could never be so foolish to fall for you again.
What you have done is so despicable that I can't bring myself to want to look your direction.
I wish you good health, good luck, and I pray that you will one day be a man who stays true to his word and above all true to the Holy Spirit that is within you.
What was it inside you that love never satisfied?
The thin thread that held you... How did it come untied?
The grace you only ran from, the bridges that you burned.
The peace of mind you learned to live without.
I hope you found it now.
I hope you found it now.
The burdens that you carry and all of your mistakes...
You were looking for a place to lay them down.
I hope you found it now.
I hope you found it now.
--Jason Walker
I promise that i will forgive you in time.
But until then....
Don't talk to me.
Don't look at me.
Don't smile at me.
We are done.
Goodbye. Ciao. Adios.
beautiful.
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